Finally after realizing a lot about my self and the fake smiling as well as how truly painfully shy I was I decided to start moving in the right direction. Coffee helped me with the energy level of being a single mom, working nearly full time and juggling the fast paced, multi-tasking administrative assistant position I held. Did I tell you that the office I worked in only had 2 other people in it? Yes indeed and they both introduced me to their religious beliefs in a way that wasn’t pushy. I wasn’t raised with any education in religious beliefs but found myself intrigued with how much their behaviors and attitude stemmed from their faith. I do not and will not discuss religion any further, it simply was an important …
Year: 2010's Archives
Day 1: This Sucks & No Body Likes Me
Oh the negative words! The words used for the title of this article hurt me so badly that whenever I hear them my heart aches. Not only because negativity is so hard for me to bear but because I can relate to feeling like this. I used to think that every person in the whole wide world hated me, I would sit at night all by myself and wonder where my life was going. I would worry about whether or not I would ever be married. I worried if my parents would ever feel I was good enough. I often had panic attacks, anxiety, and depression episodes. One year my panic attacks were so bad that I looked at my boss and had this concerned look on my face. When …
Changes To Save Money
It seems everyone is looking for ways to save money and for me I don’t over spend therefore it was real hard to focus on what I could lower and what I could get rid of. While sitting at my house trying to determine my budget I figured out that I pay for both a house phone and a cell phone, I pay for cable but barely watch it. I love having my news channel but reality is it wasn’t worth having if I was paying a huge bill for just one channel. My kids love their Sprout and NickJr stations but reality is Summer time is coming and there is no need to sit in front of a TV watching cartoons when we can run in the backyard and …
Social Networking Sites and Relationships
It never fails I turn on the news or surf the web and find these stories of men and woman who have cheated on their significant other through social networking sites like Facebook. It seems Facebook is getting a lot of media coverage but it’s not for the way it helps work at home entrepreneurs earn a living, it’s the negative of how Facebook is so bad it is destroying relationships. I find this absolutely ridiculous, come on! If a person is leaving their “loved one” for another person through a meeting online via Facebook then there were more issues in that relationship than meets the eyes. It’s like when everyone wanted to judge me for the decision my ex and I made to no longer be married, they wanted …
