Too Sleepy but Can’t Sleep
I lay in bed at night just staring at the ceiling. I can't sleep, but…
While I love having a daughter, I also love my two boys. I have learned in having a girl and two boys that each holds a very special place in my heart. Many have said that they couldn’t imagine having more than their one child because they wouldn’t know how to love anyone else the way they love their only child. I swore to them that it happens, your heart is big enough for every single child and each child will be loved fully but in a little unique way that fits who they are as a little person.
With my boys I have noticed they hold my heart in the palm of their hands. Little charmers they can be and get away with anything. I am trying to be better at standing firm but sometimes just a look with them allows them to get away with things that they should not. My daughter is able to get away with more than she should at times too, but that is the joys of being the oldest child (as was I) we tend to not get away with as much as our younger sibling(s) do(es).
The boys just have this way about them. I swear they are going to make some sweet little charmers when they are older and I will teach them right from wrong if they ever try to be breaking girls hearts. That isn’t happening on my watch .. . I swear.